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I HAS BLOGGED BAI BAI.

GIANT ENEMY CRAB. ATTACK ITS WEAKPOINT FOR MASSSIVE DAMAGE

Update!?

HI. see!? UPDATED!? D: assignment..s.

*Poof* Oh Hai.

ASSIGNMENTS ASSIGNMENTS ASSIGNMENTS ASSIGNMENTS. buhbai :(

I've never updated in awhile. :)

ITS FOUR AMMM. WOHHOOOOO. what in the world would i be doing at this hour?! no its not waht you're thinking..... im doing ........ ....... assignments! yes i get homework in the first week of TOA. so there. :D

OH THE HORROOOOORRRRRR.

how much you say?                           here's an example :

kidding.

My actual workload. :p

yes i did this because im bored and i cant sleep. pulling an all nighter! STAY AWAKE THE WHOLE NIGHTTT.

College Life in KL.

God truly blessed me.. he gave me the EXACT required credits to enter the college i wanted since form4.. TOA. He gave me friends already familiar with KL. he gave me the perfect room. 10 mins walk to college! All i wanna say is, thank you God =)

STATUS : IN KL. Problems : Terrible. Horrendous. MOnSTROUS....! Read more.

BAD UNIFI LINEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. That is all. :)

Going to KL~

Yeah. this 9th may. im going to kl! so im like, reallllllyyyy busy with prep. ( packing tmrw) *shrug* so... not posting for like. many many days. :) NO PICTURE POST! <3

AWWWWWWh. :)

AMEN!

The Feeling Called..

LOVE.

Ahh LOVE. such a diverse feeling.

Ever had that? I had. it was quite a while. she was with me for 6 months. then we broke.
Listen to that song over there very nice for couples...okay i'm reminiscing now. ahhh. glad i've moved on. even though my heart became like..

Ouch.

yeah... that song made me remember all the things we had.. even though is her fault we broke up.. i still loved her.. deep down, i still miss her. hope she's happy though. and i still pray for her.(she's Christian) which makes it hurt even more. she's one of the reasons i stopped going to church that year. i was so cut up.. when i suddenly remembered this quote.. "God can heal your broken heart..he just needs all the pieces." hmm. God can do anything right? i bring my broken heart, and lay it at His feet.

I'd never ever ask you to change.. :)

Just the way you are..

YESH. I ISH EMOEZ. :O Problem? -insert trollface.jpg-

-fail half of motor test

-fail the whole car test (today)

-guitar string broke -,-

-havent updated in like. week(s) :[

and i recently noticed i have 0 photos of myself that i took by myself. (not zhi lian lar me.. :D)

signing off! YES IM LAZY TO POST LONG LONG LONG POSTS OKAYS! T_T (for now)

Sharing :D

http://faithfullyyoursiam.blogspot.com/2011/04/blinded.html just read.. too lazy to explain :D

A Flame Post.

Heyy peepo! long i no is blog D:


Okay, i'd recently had my motorbike test. WORSE DAY EVER.
i went there at 8 and my turn came at 3:45pm. bleeding soda cans. =/
and to top it all off! I FAILED JALAN RAYA. not only that, i failed because i "mencegah jalan raya" or smthng. which meant my feet touched the ground while riding, i most certainly did not! then i saw a side note "sebelum pemulaan" i nearly scolded the jpj lady == what the heck? i just pushed the bike a lil before moving the bike only lar. you go add that for what? i got disturb you meh? but i controlled myself, since im never gonna see this fella ever after i get my P, why bother? so.. that's that. not gonna scold or whatever. instead, a compliment! so far also can see me doing that o.o passed the bridge thingy tho. woohoo!










But seriously lar. i am fishing MAD. so NO pictures in this post. >=(

I lieeek certain song mashups.

LIKE THIS ONE <3

The D-Day.

Today was the day i'll recieve my reply from TOA college whenever i'm accepted or not. Imagine my jittery-ness o.O

100x worse then this. D:

THEN. *dum dum dum~!* The POSTMAN ARRIVED! D:!

i practically flew out the door. :O

Guess what!

IM INNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <3

This will soon be MY JOB. <3

So there you have it! i'm offically going to The One Academy, pursuing a diploma :o* in Digital Animation And Game Design :) CRYSIS 3 IS MINEEEEEE 

 oh how i love seeing myself creating games one day :D

I praise God in all of this, without him i wouldn't have been able :D

Feeling..Doctorish today. :D

Healing a broken heart is a process that takes time, but it can take less time when you know what to do. Explore these three steps to discover how you can start healing from a heartbreak sooner.

It is human nature to form emotional love attachments. Then, when the relationship is no longer viable or sustainable for whatever reason, most of us find it very difficult to let go without feeling intense pain and loss – heartbreak.

It is a hard place to find oneself, but there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel, even though it may not feel like it right now.

Hard as it may seem, the day will come when you’ll wonder why you felt so much agony letting this person that you thought was “the one” go.

Healing A Broken Heart – Step One In The Emotional Healing Process

The first step toward total emotional freedom from the loss of a relationship is to let go at a deep level.

What this means is making a conscious effort to wipe the memories and thoughts of your ex clean from your mind, for a time.

You will know when to revisit the memories when there is no longer emotional pain or obsessive thoughts about your ex. In order to cleanse your thoughts, you have to be conscious of them when they come to you.

Are you thinking constantly of your ex – constantly going over scenes of the breakup or scenes in your mind of the two of you together?

Are you keeping tabs on your ex’s family or circle of friends – going on Facebook or other social sites to keep up to date with what’s going on in your ex’s life since the breakup?

Don’t let yourself indulge in these types of actions or behaviors because it will make it harder to heal from a broken heart. When you think these thoughts, replace them with other thoughts and for now, do not keep in touch with your ex. Instead of trying to find out about your ex, or going places where you might run into your ex, do just the opposite.

If you continue the behaviors that keep your mind engaged, your heart will remain engaged also, which makes it much more difficult to overcome the pain of a breakup.

If you still have hopes for a reunion – the fact is – it may not work out.

Try not to hold expectations of rebuilding a relationship with your ex right now or entertain hopes for a certain outcome – doing this opens the door for that to actually happen more than anything else you can do right now.

The first step for healing a broken heart – let go of your ex on every level. If you have reminders in the way of physical possessions, put them out of sight for now, if possible.

Imagine a conversation – tell your ex that you want only the best for them and that you are releasing and forgiving them.

Doing this is an important first step in your healing process.

Think about this imaginary conversation with your ex whenever you feel the pain of separation.

It’s fine if you are still feeling low or start reliving what might have been. Embrace the pain so that you can let it go.

Realize that even though it feels like the world has come to an end, what is actually happening is a chance for a new beginning.

Healing A Broken Heart – Step Two In The Emotional Healing Process

Refocus yourself on your overall life goals. If you haven’t made long termgoals for your life, engaging yourself in this process is a healthy way to create a new beginning for your life.

These goals and plans don’t have to be set in stone, but what it does is get you moving again in a positive direction.

When we experience breakup pain and anxiety, we’re unable to move forward because of this constant emotional pain.

Putting together a good plan for your life – setting attainable fun goalslike losing weight or getting into shape is an important step on the road to feeling good about yourself.

Engage your imagination during this process. Think about your best possible life. Know that you can be a happy person whether you’re with a lover or not.

Know that the world is filled with unlimited opportunities for love, wealth, creativity, happiness and connecting with other people.

Healing A Broken Heart – Step Three In The Emotional Healing Process

Take actions for a better you. Step two was envisioning what you want. Now, it’s time to take action to create a new life for you.

What did your life look like before your relationship. What made you happy? What is your passion?

The most important thing is to love yourself first.

Discover what makes you happy…revisit your passions. Find out what makes you feel the best about you and pursue it.

Move toward your life’s calling and destiny and trust that love will happen for you when the time is right.

Once you feel at peace…when you can truly appreciate the gift of this priceless learning experience then you know you are well on your way.

Acceptance is the key. Accepting that you aren’t a perfect person and that your ex isn’t perfect.

When you can be grateful for the time you spent together and for what you’ve learned – this is when you’ll know you have arrived at your new beginning, broken heart mended and stronger than ever.

Since im going to an arts college, i should post something artsy, no?

Okay. quick post,(yes i know i just posted one like, just now.) i was surfing around my internet surfboard and i wipeout-ed on this eyecatching animation about...a robot elephant...on a notebook, see for yourself :

Freaking awsum. T^T

In case you didn't know... im going to The One Academy, to study! the course : Digital Animation & Game Design :)) 

WOOOO. Off to KL in.. late april. :D catch me at sunway! YEEEEHARR. =)

Short..shorter...shortest...(Post)[What were you thinking??]

NOT Made By Me :D

My life nowadays is rather dry, as in. BORED TO DEATH..uneventful =/..
Cant wait to go to college. Yeah i think i'm selfish too, to whom you might ask? Our parents!
So while i was bored, i made a "haiku" as a way of saying thank you :)




Haiku -  "My Parents"


My parents, products
Of their time and place, tried hard.
Not easy for them

Or, sometimes, for us.
But they loved us, without doubt.
I think they're pleased with

Who they raised, although
Sometimes were surprised: taught us
Independence, then

Got it. Three strong-minded
Children.






Is it supposed to look like that? o_o;; Anways- Oops, picha time :D

INCOMING CANNNNNN.
If you read this first, you really don't know what "caution" means. :D

Yup. time to finish this off then.. oh look! a WordoWisdom! ._________. (failed attempt at a last joke)[p.s i liek strikethroughs]

Dance, as though no one is watching you,

Love, as though you have never been hurt before,

Sing, as though no one can hear you,

Live, as though heaven is on earth.

But know this..

He, dances with you,

He, heals the hurts,

He, hears your singing,

and He, lives in you.                                                     

 <Director:Ending's weird,CUT! Do it again!>
Not so short now.. is it? >:D

The Fourth Horseman??

Okay, recently in Cairo, Egypt there were riots happening and NBC went to report it, in that report a pale green image of a horseman(and his horse, of course) was seen. WELL if you ask me, i dont believe its from my God. Cuz in the bible it already states that satan will try to decieve us into believing him, the anti-christ.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnWo1kbu5QE&feature=related---Link!
Between the crowds of protesters and barricades, the video shows a flowing, pale green image that resembles an erect rider atop a horse in Medieval-like barding. The ethereal figure remains for a few moments before floating over protesters' heads and off the screen.

The last of the biblical Book of Revelation's Four Horseman of the Apocalyse, the "pale rider" is said to be the bringer of death and the forerunner of "hell" on earth. He's the one with the scythe.

HOW COULD SOMETHING THAT SCARY LOOK LIKE THAT ON CAMERA. D:

he reminds me of the green ghost in ghostbusters. Link below :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PH6n-1anfxo&feature=player_embedded

But yes, it MAY only be just afterburn reflection from the flames burning nearby but meh. Jesus is coming either way, and soon :) God bless you all :D

HOMAI~GOSH. I'm caught!!

Okay well, this blog was actually laying preetty low till it got at least 8-9 posts but well, a friend nice,pretty girl i know called Nutushi (nickname, but you know that right? :D) found out so... hurm. D: D: this is like my shortest post evar. *noted*

Life's a set of piano keys.

Its time i explained my blog title,no? Well, we're all different people and we all have our shortcomings. But yet, 'being different' doesn't mean changing who you are, but staying true to yourself. Not many can do that, we all would put on masks and hide our true feelings, i once did to. 
“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.”
“Society exists only as a mental concept; in the real world there are only individuals.”
Oscar Wilde
Which is basically dissing the govt. :p  Please don't sue me. D:


There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.
When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.


Yet..it ain't easy. people will think you're weird, people will try to change who you are to suit their needs. Take that as a personal challege :)

Yes, my blog method is different too. :D will TRY to make this blog more personal yah?


Byes!


























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